Ivan's....I don't know. :D

Saturday, September 19, 2009

what the hell you want from me uh.
i study,you never witnessed my hardwork,
instead scold me like no tomorrow,
i tolerated those bullshit.
and now i cannot tolerate any longer.
continue being biased.
i don't give a shit.
'cus all the shit i put into for prelims are wasted.
and what do i get? BULLSHIT SCOLDINGS.
i think i wasted one week of my whole freaking life for that.

PSLE is in 19 days! whoop! may i fail. _|_

Ivan listen to the music 1:10 AM

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

One month. Just one month. And I am not gonna give a damn. Only one thing to conclude this year or the past eight months-I'm not gonna care about anything,I'm not gonna give a damn to Anglican High School,I'm not gonna give a damn to my future.

Why must parents always compare us with our elder siblings? I only have two possibilities to think of: One,they are hoping that we are better than them;Two,they are just purely biased towards elder siblings. In my opinion,I choose two. EVERY SINGLE TIME, my mother will just ask,"what school you want to go?" I will just reply by shrugging my shoulders. Then, she will start,"you know,your sister since P5 already started thinking blah blah blah." At night, I'll ask my sis,she said that that did not happen,she only chose AHS when she was P6 after PSLE.

Now I always ask myself,why must everyone compare me against my sis? I am always frustrated on the thought of that. I can tell you guys who compare me and my sis now- if you guys think she is better, SO BE IT.

Ivan listen to the music 10:38 PM

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